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I'm okay with the thought of dying.  You see, I used to afraid, but now not so much.  It doesn't scare me, I see it more as the light in my very dim tunnel.  Its a present, as someone one told me, you can't open it to soon, because it ruins the surprise.  But maybe I'm ready to open it.  Maybe it is my time.  Maybe I'm just accepting, I fucked this life up too much and I need to start again.  I need a chance to do it right.  Give me a chance.