If someone has asked me two months ago what I expected to happen I wouldn't of answered this.  I used to be open to change, but now I miss the familiar.  If I could go back in time and re write history, I would.  I would change this so they could be exactly how I honestly want them to be.  I'm different now, I don't feel the same way.  Sometimes I wish I had a little backbone, but in the end, I always been further then I want to.  For the right people, I'll even bend over backwards.