I don't know what to write anymore.  My life is a confusing blur at the moment, I can't see anything in clear cut focus.  I don't know who I am, what I want or where I'm going.  Don't ask me questions, I have too many of my own and don't expect the world from me, because right now, I have no world to give anyone.  I am empty, there is nothing left to see but this shell.  I've lived.  I don't want to feel anything anymore.

Reach for me, and hold me tight.  Lift me through the rings of life.  For I am heavy and I am weak, there are too many lose string to tweak.  So if you meet me and I hope you don't, please don't stare or laugh up front.  For I am simple, dim and dazed.  This life has made my brain a haze.

i feel dead.  i really do.  i just, i don't know anymore.
i don't love anymore.  i don't care.  i don't feel.
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