I am fearless, unafraid to be hurt.  I always have been.  Half the reason I get pierced is to prove to the world, I am strong and I can take pain.  I have a high pain tolerance and I am proud, because it shows that I'm not weak.  I'm far from weak.  Letting you go, takes courage.  Courage to jump and fall into someone else.  It takes a fuck load of courage.  You really have no idea how amazing I felt today, when I looked at you and her and felt nothing.  I didn't feel angry, sad or even jealous.  Because it really happened.  I'll hold onto these memories, to remind me I could feel something real, but I refuse to be in love with you, because it just drowns me and I like being able to swim. 

The point is, I'm fearless.  Unafraid to be hurt.
Srsly.  Give me your best shot.