Life doesn't have a goal, only an end.  You make life what you wish it to be, and everyone wishes for different things.  Be grateful for what you have, because it could vanish in a heart beat.  You never see it coming, but even the strongest of things can slip right out of your hands and there is no guarantee you will catch them again.

I am free.  Flying solo, without any fear of love.  I don't fear rejection anymore.  Because I let go of everything holding me back from being happy.  Why live in the past when it only makes you fear the future.

Life isn't short, its the longest thing we have to do, so fill it with the things that make you happy and eliminate the things to which bring you sadness.  I said my goodbyes to you today, you just don't know it yet.  We are so far apart I don't know if coming back is an option.  I love you Kieran.  The difference is, I'm not in love with you, you're not my world anymore.  You're just another person, just another friend.  And by God that's beautiful.

I started smoking again to fill the emptyness inside me, because it was the only thing that made me feel something other then stuff I didn't really want to feel.  I realized today, I was the one who was causing my own misery and I'm done with holding onto fire that keeps burning me.

I am happy.  And for once, no, you're not the reason.