I can't be honest with anyone anymore.  Because the truth just hurts too deep.  What if I say it, but don't name names, would you all know who you were.  I'm going to risk it, because its so deep inside, that its breaking me up.  I should be able to be honest without being afraid of being left behind.  Right?

- I can't talk to you, not really.  Because I'm scared I'll put a foot out of line and you'll hate me.  That's no way to live.  You do things that piss me off, but I don't hold them against you.  Because you are who you are and I love you in-spite of some things you do.  Shouldn't it go both ways?

- It's all about you.  When your sad you expect me to listen to all your problems.  But when I'm sad I get told to shut that, that you don't care, that your happy and don't wanna be bought down, that you've heard it all before.  SO WHAT.  C'mon, be a fucking friend.

- You judge me.  I don't think you know I know, but you do.  I know you're watching my every move, listening to my every word and its annoying.  It fucks me off.  I am who I am, I'm not perfect, so left it.  Don't judge me because I have troubles.

- You have that look whenever I do or say something.  You have that attitude.  I hate it.  Stop being so fucking stuck up and act like a friend.  Because if you can't act like a friend then go away.  I don't have time for pretenders.

- Its a no.  A resounding no.  Please leave it alone.  You have to get your own way and as sad as it is, if I can get it for you, I will.  By the times I really can't, I just can't okay.  I like my life together and not falling apart.  Don't make it fall apart.  This time, I'm begging you.

- I love him.  Point blank.  Don't give me lectures.  Leave it alone.  I love him.  Life goes on.  I'm okay, we're okay, life is okay.  If me loving him bothers you, keep it to yourself.