I just don't see the point in tomorrow. When tomorrow is the same. You feel so lonely that everything hurts, so empty nothing fills you up, so blank you don't feel anything, even with the people you used to feel with. I don't know if what you asked hurts, because I hurt so much now anyhow. I just want to run away, and block you out. I don't have reasons anymore. And I'm beyond believing I ever could.
The blog you wrote, drove me down so hard. I'm not blaming you, but since then I have been so low. I can't stop thinking about it. I just re read and re read it and it hurts so much. Its important for me to know? You wanted me to know? Well I wish I didn't know. I know we've been over this, but if I'm just this bitch, this fucking up, hurtful bitch, why would you still be here. I just can't pick up these pieces. Every time I try I get cut or burnt. I can't move on. I'm trying, but I can't.
I just want to hug you and never let go.
Wednesday, February 24
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