I thought I was going to lose you.
Its not something I would ever want to comprehend.
I was crying.  Just crying.
I really can't live without you.
Please don't leave me.
Ever.

Confession Seven:
I fell in love with you and no one cared how I felt.  Because I was the one who fucked you guys up.  I was the slut and the bitch.  But I was the one with the real feelings.  So were you.