just why.

I feel it so deep that it radiates into my bones, carving out our story deep within my cartilage.  Forever you have been burned into my entrails and strewn across my already messy mind.  Sections of my heart, divided and one is just for you.  It's as though we live in a rolling ball.  I managed to escape its well programmed turns for a short period and now I'm back within its curved walls.  Captive to the constant and familiar beating of a broken heart.  A prisoner to my own pain and rejection, memories replaying like a broken record.  Scarring skin that is still yet to heal.  Tomorrow drifts so far away, time causing me to stand still, as though someone broke the clocks to trap us in this reminiscent nightmare.  Never, it seems, will I be allowed to run from your suffocating embrace, you trap me within your cold sight, freezing my heart so I feel nothing but your icy ropes, that bind me.  They work their way, like worms, burrowing deeper with my hot, beating flesh.  They claim it as their own and smile maliciously atop their beating palace.  They reside permanently, fooling me to believing they may never leave.  Love is a trickster, a magician that has come to magic the heart.  Never will anyone be able to escape its enchanting grasp.