I don't know what happened.
And I don't know when.
But I know that I'm happy.
That I'm being nice.  To everyone.
I want to be.
I'm sick of trying to fit in.
I'm sick of changing to please.
This is who I am.

I like hanging out with my mum and when my dad kisses me goodnight.  I like it when my lunch gets made for me and when my parents tell me they love me.  I like staying at home in my pajamas and watching tv.  I like watching disney channel and listening to miley cyrus and the jonas brothers.  I like singing outloud and dancing like no one is watching in public.  I like being boring.  I like to read and write.  I love school with a passion.  And I love smiling.  I like pretending I have no problems.  And I miss Waipara.  I like playing the snow and having water fights.  I like just being and not talking.  I like being quiet.  I know the words to every taylor swift and miley cyrus song.  I like watching spongebob squarepants.  I like hugs.  I love God.  I have a teddy bear sleeping bag on my bed.  And celebrity posters.  I believe in magic.  I like pretending I'm still a little kid.  Because, honestly, I don't want to grow up.